Moving Forward

Why does it seem like the hardest thing to do in life is to move forward. I sit and think about all of the motivational coaches in the world who literally are employed to push people to.. move forward. It seems like when you encounter something that shakes you to the core, the last thing you want to do is move. If you are anything like me, you tend to stop, sulk, cry, rehearse, retrigger, and hide in the pain. This is the most horrible response to take. We do not like to suffer, yet we assist in our own suffering by choosing to stay in the" suffering" place. I needed help. I never knew what it felt like to have genuine, sincere, unselfish help before. My environments were always flooded with individuals who were predatorial to some degree. They were often deceptive and manipulative with a very well presented facade of sincerity. When you are betrayed and begin to process it for the first time, it breaks you deeply. You are bombarded with a series of emotions that are not pleasant and can actually be agonizing.

Drowning in that moment or event will only add to the damaging blow. Satan is right there in the midst of this transaction. He is attacking you in your emotions and they are a aspect of your soul! Pain, fear, and turmoil are not things that the average sane person is looking to encounter. These are the emotions that the Enemy is desperate to course through your being. He wants you to feel helpless and unloved. He needs you to feel as if you have no protection and that no one desires to truly see you in a calm, happy, or pleasant state. He enjoys seeing you break and be rattled with these negative emotions and loves to see how it prohibits us from moving forward. I had to believe something better than this was available for me.

As I took the time to read and study my bible I began to see that this same Enemy has been at this for thousands of years. I can't see my emotions, but I can feel them. I can't see this evil Enemy , but through the guidance of the Holy Spirit, I was able to assess my life and see where he had been hiding himself throughout situations, people, and encounters to cause to me to feel unpleasant emotions, trauma, fear, and hopeless. I am so grateful for the TRUTH which is Jesus Christ and that He literally came to save my soul from the Enemy. My soul is my mind, will, and emotions. The very things that had been trapped all of my life by this evil Enemy and has caused so much damage my entire life. I didn't want to stay in the "suffering place" that the Enemy desired for me to stay in. I accepted Jesus as my Saviour and began to see that he is the very CALM AND PEACE that I have desired all of my life.

I was able to move forward when I placed my trust in Him and no longer believe those entry point lies that were teaching me this entire time that I had no idea about. I encourage you to draw nigh unto Jesus and he will draw nigh unto you. He is literally knocking at the doors of each of our hearts and patiently waiting for the invitation to come in. Please know that our Heavenly Father is more upset about the things that we have suffered from both at the hands of this evil Enemy and also due to our lack of knowledge. He wants to do something about this wicked Enemy having all this access to you to harm you. You must accept and welcome JESUS CHRIST into your life and heart so that you can become aware of the Royal Family that you are a part of. Move away from abusive relationships and choose real love for the first time. MAKE A MOVE FORWARD TO JESUS CHRIST OUR LORD AND SAVIOUR.