PEACE BE STILL!

Welcome back to my blog! Today is yet another day that our Heavenly Father has made and we must rejoice and be glad in it. Do you realize how truly sovereign our Father is? Have you considered that he predestined this very moment? In all of his infinite wisdom and power he chose to gather us in this environment to release and heal together as a sisterhood and a family. I remember feeling so alone in that relationship. Mostly because I was isolated from family and friends and the only person that I interacted with (other than my daughter) was this abusive man. Each day became routine and each day revolved around him or trying to avoid the many deliberate conflicts. Now that God has removed this person from my life I can truly see that I was living in a constant nightmare! When you are being abused by a Narcissist you don't realize that every single conversation, every gesture, smile, compliment, gift, or childhood story is all a planned manipulated lie that this person constantly generates as the relationship develops. Its best to accept that this person that you fell in love with never existed. If you were to actually speak to their exes each one will describe a totally different person. They are a chameleon, they change their personality to suit the environment. This is what Narcissistic Abuse looks like! None of it was real, yet your feelings and emotions for this person were very much so real! (Emotional/Mental Abuse)

Imagine for a moment that you are sharing something very intimate from your childhood and this person begins to share next. The two of you create a memory and maybe share a inside joke about the memory for years. What you don't realize is that you have genuinely opened up to this person, but everything that they have shared with you was something they just made up as this conversation started! This person has NO SOUL and they are mimicking everything about you so that you will continue in the "natural" process of bonding with them and falling in what you believe is "love". This is one of the prime examples of what Narcissistic Abuse looks like. This is why its so hard for women to explain what is happening to them. Don't worry Sis.. I HAVE NO PROBLEMS REVEALING THESE DEMONS! They seek to bring chaos in your life and destroy you from the moment they attach to you. They seek to rob you of your inner "PEACE" by consistently breaking you down in your mind, spirit, body, and soul.

As a DOTMHGOI I want to inform you of the spiritual supernatural abilities that I didn't know that our Heavenly Father hid deep within my spirit. I was completely unaware of this as most of my life I have felt defeated, unseen, unworthy, and unattractive due to my deeply ingrained flaws. The man that I was in this relationship with dominated me due to my poor perceptions of myself and my extreme need for his love and validation. The demon within these individuals seeks to control you. They can only do this when you have no sense of your "SPIRITUAL SELF". They constantly torture you knowing that you are a child of God and you are completely unaware of this precious fact. They know that the love you seek.. you already have an extreme abundance of from God and it is their duty to keep you entangled in their demonic kingdom by use of this "relationship". It is your PEACE that they are after! Each day is a new opportunity to cause a catastrophic storm in your spirit and they enjoy watching you suffer through it! God revealed to me that just as my Lord and Savior Jesus Christ spoke to the storm and it HAD TO OBEY HIM... I CAN ALSO SPEAK TO THIS STORM IN MY LIFE CAUSED BY THE NARCISSISTIC DEMON. I am able to do this because I have confessed and repented of my sins, accepted Jesus as my Savior, honor and obey the laws, decrees, commandments, and ordnances of God, and I have received the Baptism of the Holy Spirit and the spirit of The Living God now dwells within me! I have now been "Spiritually Awakened!" and my spiritual powers and abilities have been activated in the name of Jesus. Scales have fallen from my eyes and now I can clearly see the tactics of the enemy and the full extent of the bondage I have been living in my entire life!

The Bible tells us about this marvelous power that we have here in the book of Mark. Mark 4: 37-39 reads "And there arose a great storm of wind, and the waves beat into the ship, so that it was now full. And he (Jesus) was in the hinder part of the ship, asleep on a pillow (completely UNBOTHERED BY THIS DEMONIC STORM): and they awake him and say unto him, Master, carest thou not that we perish? And he arose, and rebuked the wind, and said unto the sea, PEACE BE STILL. And the wind ceased, and there was a great calm." You see Sis... we have the power to speak to the storms of this life and also to those evil spirits causing the storm. You are a Daughter of God! You inherited supernatural spiritual traits and powers from your Father, the Creator of all things both seen and unseen. Did you not inherit traits from your natural parents Sis? Well I am here to share with you that you have also inherited gifts, talents, authority, and supernatural abilities from your Heavenly Father as well! Do you understand now why this person abuses you so intensely? This demonic spirit within this person KNOWS what is hidden inside of you and that you HAVE POWER OVER IT! However, being that you are unaware of the superior authority you hold as a DOTMHGOI, they are able to abuse you in EVERY SINGLE WAY POSSIBLE AND THEY ENJOY IT THOROUGHLY! How many of us have noticed a smirk plastered on this persons face as they are watching you cry? How many of us have seen them watch for the imminent emotional reaction from their abuse? Lastly how many of us have seen something about their countenance change as they are abusing you? ( eyes darken, face strain or contort) The demon within this human being can not contain its excitement of watching you be tortured and slips and reveals itself in the natural realm through this person. This is spiritual warfare Sis! We must awaken to the evil we have allowed in our homes, lives, heart, body, and soul.

I invite you today to say NO MORE! It is time that you understand who you are and that you were not created to live like this. You are a Beautiful WOMAN OF GOD ( both inside and out) and you don't deserve to be mistreated in these horrible ways. Invite God into your heart. Your Father misses you. It breaks his heart to see you abused like this. Where do you think we received our emotions from if we were made in His image? He feels the pain that we feel Sis! Its time for the ultimate family reunion to occur today. Pray and ask God to forgive you for your sins and develop your relationship by seeking Him. You do this by picking up your Bible and reading the word of God. Start at the beginning . Unlearn what this fallen world had shoved down your throats so to speak. Unlearn the false narratives that have been etched in your minds allowing these demonic spirts to consume you unknowingly. Learn the principles of the Kingdom of God of which you originate. Discover the TRUTH THAT HAS BEEN HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT this entire time. Unpack the layers of wisdom, knowledge, and understanding that are placed through out the scriptures much like a spiritual scavenger hunt. Remember Sis.. after you speak to the storm as Jesus did saying "Peace be still!", there is always a spiritual calmness awaiting you!

I pray that todays blog entry blessed you Sis and encouraged you to continue in your relationship with our Father, THE KING! You know most times we don't have the ideal Godly relationship/Marriage modeled for us. This is intricately done because Satan has his hand in destroying everything that God intended for us. We are then subconsciously lured into identifying with this fallen worlds " cultural and societal" norms of what love and relationships look like. It is all covertly done Sis to condition you to accept the spiritual abuse awaiting you. If we can take a closer look.. the enemy uses our desires to be LOVED and ACCEPTED as his main tools of manipulation and deceit. Please become acquainted with your Fathers Love as it is the only Real Love that you will ever know. When you seek God, he will give you the desires of your heart. If you truly desire a godly marriage and Kingdom Purpose Partner (Husband), then God will bring the Man of God that he divinely created for you into your life once you have allowed yourself to be detoxed from this worlds influences on you and you have devoted yourself to "loving God with all your heart, and with all your soul, and with all your mind." (Matthew 22:37)

Walk into all of the promises that our Father, The King has promised us as his precious Daughters today Sis! I love you.

WE ARE A SISTERHOOD OF THE DAUGHTERS OF THE MOST HIGH GOD OF ISRAEL AND THIS IS A SAFE SPACE. PLEASE LEAVE A COMMENT BELOW AND OPEN UP AS WE ARE ALL HEALING TOGETHER AND WE NEED THE SUPPORT OF OUR SISTERS IN CHRIST. NO SISTER IS TO FEEL AS IF SHE IS ALONE. YOU ARE NEVER ALONE SIS!

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